Well this morning started out rough because I get woken up at an ugly hour to drive Scott to work. There was ice on the windshield this morning and Scott got all stressed that he was going to be late, and got mad when I didn't want to drive with a fogged up window and made him wait til the defroster did it's job. He gets stressed for no reason. Anyways, with that being said everyone is saying that we are expecting snow tomorrow til Sunday and I couldn't be any happier about it. I will be out in that snow playing in it with Scott. Can not wait. I've never really had this before besides going on vacations to lake tahoe and enjoying the snow there or driving to the mountains to enjoy it for 30 minutes and then running back in the car because we're too cold. I miss Big Bear too. One year my family and I spent Christmas there. I wish I could do that every year. I really did have a lot of fun, even though my papa wasn't there to enjoy it with us. I think about him a lot, and two days ago I ran into a poem I wrote for him and christmas time when I was going through all my boxes in the office. Makes me sad that he isn't here anymore, but on the other hand I think how he is in such a better place now. My world has never really been the same since he passed. It's funny how one person in your life being gone can make it so different. Can't wait to be there with him again.
On to a lighter note, I have put my christmas tree up, and for it being the first one i've decorated all by myself, I kind of have to brag and let you know I did a really good job. I just still need something to go on top. It's so pretty and I love keeping the lights on. Makes me think about all the christmas tree's i've had growing up. My nana had high ceilings in her old condo, and I always remember her having this really tall, big tree. Or maybe since I was so little it just seemed that way. I always helped her decorate it, and played with the little hand made cotton ball bear ornaments. I have a few of those now. When I saw them while taking out all the christmas stuff I got kind of teary eyed. Just makes me wish I was with my family for the holidays. First christmas outside of California and I am not taking it very well. I'm sure this growing up thing will get easier with time. I guess that wasn't really a lighter note either lol.
I have a few pictures of going out to Cambridge and shopping once again with BChieze, and my yummy caramel frappacino with extra caramel drizzled all around the cup, triple blended, with the whipped cream blended inside and not on top, with a floating shot on top, topped with caramel drizzle. Now that drink is the yummiest thing, especially when you haven't had it in awhile. Mmm. Try it sometime. I dare you. It's perfection.
I miss sitting in Mimi's car with the seat warmers, with her and Samantha discussing what kind of coffee we are all going to get. Knowing everybody that works at the starbucks, and having our drink being called the pia drink. (Pain In the Ass drink) I have good memories with my best friend. I miss her more than words can even try to say.
Love, Kels.
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