I just love you.

My day started off bad from the get go. Waking up unwillingly for something that has nothing to do with you personally is just not my thing. But I love my husband so I forged ahead and took my beautiful puppy girl outside to pee. And that is a subject in itself. Balmforth, our rental agents, are telling us we cant take her on the grass in front our apartment, so now we are supposed to hike a mile and make her go in a weedy area. NO THANKS, so I continue to take her there, and next time they tell me no, I'm going to say that I am American and I can do whatever I want. People in America would not care about that. Brits are so uptight about the dumbest things pretty much ever. Anyways, I took Scott to his Passport appointment and of course he doesnt have everything he needs, (just like his appointment a month ago). And so I took him back later on and he STILL didnt have all he needed. See what I deal with on a daily basis? And people wonder why I get so bugged with him so frequently? HA. That's why. But i love him.

We found a way to stop fighting about what we typically fight about. I'm not going to go into detail with that, but just know everything is better now. Thank the lord. And on that note, I wish I attended church more. I really should. I miss going early in the morning with Samantha Oliverio and getting coffee bean, and going to a church that always has a good message. Church isn't like that here. Reason #3243298320948 that I don't like living in England.

We ordered Chinese food from the Dragon House up the street tonight, and it tasted pretty amazing. I used to like to cook and bake before I started working, now I'm surrounded with food all the time, so I am never in the mood to actually cook anymore. Sadly. I need to find a job where I don't work so often. It's in the process. Then maybe I can have a normal life.

Being a Military wife kind of is a handful. So many things that the air force makes difficult. And all the wives, sometimes it's too overwhelming for me. There's always cattyness, and drama for no good reason. I'm not used to it. I'm used to my best friend of 15 years, always around. Never having to deal with the whole I'm not your friend anymore thing. I'm actually trying to be a better person these days, and not surround myself with it. Just isn't my thing I guess to deal with that. I can't wait to be back in the sunshine, in california. Samantha will be back to being my wing man, and Tracy and Priscilla will conitnue to be right there too. Those three girls, I can honestly say will be in my life forever. I love them all, and Samantha. I think I miss her more than I think is normal to miss a best friend. She's more like the sibling I never had, and it makes me sad to be so far away from her. There's so much here that I wish I was experiencing with her. People swear we're lesbians, but I just call it the strongest bond possible to have to a person without taking it to the sex driven side of things. Haha.

I just love her.

And I miss my family too. My mom and dad need me there more than I think they would like admit. And my family is just a part of me that will never go away. Sure they can be a bit ridiculous sometimes, and make me wanna jump on the freeway. But I love them, and miss them being around. Life here is pretty much empty.

Yep, England really sucks. And my husband plays Starcraft2 too much. I married such a nerd. Never really saw myself with such a computer geek, but it is what it is. Can't push love away when it bluntly slaps you in the face I guess. That is all a different story for a different time though.

Love, Kelsey.